Tháng 7 có một ngày,
tháng 8 có một ngày,
và tháng 9 có một ngày.
cho đến 3 năm trước thì tớ vẫn rất trân trọng 3 ngày ấy. và tớ sẽ viết một vài dòng, hoặc chỉ đơn giản là ngồi nghe lại một bản nhạc quen thuộc.
dần dà, tớ chẳng còn nhớ nữa. chỉ còn giữ lại trong một góc trí nhớ, nhưng cảm giác hồi hộp chờ đợi thì tắt lịm. ngày xưa, tớ đánh dấu những ngày ấy rất kỹ lưỡng và trang trí rất tươi đẹp vào student planner. bây giờ, ngày tháng trôi qua nhanh đến mức tớ chả kịp nhận ra những cái gọi là kỷ niệm ấy.
từng người tình bỏ ta đi như những dòng sông nhỏ
ôi những dòng sông nhỏ lời hẹn thề là những cơn mưa...
tớ chỉ kịp nhận ra có vậy. à nữa, tháng 10 này có ngày kỷ niệm 2 năm bọn tớ yêu nhau.
Wednesday, September 23, 2009
Friday, September 18, 2009
overwhelming or overacting?
hey you,
the music comes right when i decide just to play with it. no seriousness. no commitment. i just want to play it, just as i like. with informality. with freedom. with my heart.
do you remember that, my dear? do i ever tell you that i don't want to be a musician. i'm just a human who love these enchanting melodies and love being emerged in them. moreover, i desire to make them my own, so that i can flow with them to every corner of my mind.
it is the adventure that i love to rattle on, but not for the rest of my life.
it is the place that i love to be at, but not to settle down.
just as it's a romance never meant for a happy ending.
do i ever tell you that i want to play music in a club? because people go there for a musical purpose; and i am there, not only for myself, but for them also. my feelings and their enjoyment mingle together, and the night turns into a show. i were not making a living as if in the day's time. at that time, i know i am making a life and living it.
but i remember telling you that you can let your passion become your career. you and i are different, don't you think? i have a responsibility to fulfill, a dream to pursue and a passion to keep (for myself). my life is divided into unequal parts, which i have to set priorities for. you have a passion that you devote your whole life to it. you are destined for it, and you have to chase it and acquire it.
i'm facing academic pressures and music compression, and wish i could be wise enough. and you're rolling on your way, happily...
do you know how much i'm jealous of you.
the music comes right when i decide just to play with it. no seriousness. no commitment. i just want to play it, just as i like. with informality. with freedom. with my heart.
do you remember that, my dear? do i ever tell you that i don't want to be a musician. i'm just a human who love these enchanting melodies and love being emerged in them. moreover, i desire to make them my own, so that i can flow with them to every corner of my mind.
it is the adventure that i love to rattle on, but not for the rest of my life.
it is the place that i love to be at, but not to settle down.
just as it's a romance never meant for a happy ending.
do i ever tell you that i want to play music in a club? because people go there for a musical purpose; and i am there, not only for myself, but for them also. my feelings and their enjoyment mingle together, and the night turns into a show. i were not making a living as if in the day's time. at that time, i know i am making a life and living it.
but i remember telling you that you can let your passion become your career. you and i are different, don't you think? i have a responsibility to fulfill, a dream to pursue and a passion to keep (for myself). my life is divided into unequal parts, which i have to set priorities for. you have a passion that you devote your whole life to it. you are destined for it, and you have to chase it and acquire it.
i'm facing academic pressures and music compression, and wish i could be wise enough. and you're rolling on your way, happily...
do you know how much i'm jealous of you.
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